OK, So, Like, You Know…

when you pray and pray and pray for something and you don’t understand why it isn’t happening on your timetable and much-wiser friends remind you that it’s NOT about YOUR time it’s about HIS and then you sit back all harumph-y and grumbly-like and pout and gnash your teeth and you wait and then you try to forget you even asked except something is reminding you in small ways all the time that there is something you REALLY REALLY WANT to do and you JUST NEED THE CHANCE and all things to align and then and then AND THEN (no more and then) SOMETHING HAPPENS and you realize that THIS MIGHT BE the answer to prayer and that maybe just maybe He isn’t trying to tell you to get lost pray for something else so you don’t want to blow it because this is big and wonderful and you don’t even want to succumb to the juicyness of savouring the sheer potential of what is being presented as a possibility because it may be just that a possibility so you’re trying not to get all bouncy and eager because you’re afraid it’s just another test of your patience, faith and heart?

That’s pretty much what I’m feeling RIGHT NOW.